终于明白了，其实有些时候，只有自己才能拯救自己。

 

不只一次用无题来写东西，是因为在写之前，自己也不知道要写什么，只是觉得有东西要写，无题，也就成了万能题。就像你自己，从来不会界定和被界定，没有方向，也不知道要去哪里。就好象是水，水的形态是由它的容器决定的，如果没有容器，它就不知道自己是什么样子。

 

有人说在这个城市生活是有压力的，在哪里没有压力？只是这里的生存压力更大些吧，尤其对惊人的物价刚刚有体验的“职场新人”。

有人说生活有的时候是没有选择的。特定的时候是如此，就像你好不容易选到了这个工作，却选不了自己的老板一样。可是有些时候，很多事情确实是你自己选择的，至少你现在的路，一半上是由你自己选的。

有人说，如果你没有勇气离职，或者觉得现在的生活状态不如意，就不要成天抱怨。干脆就闭口不言，看看你能做什么改变使它不像你想象的那么糟糕。如果你不想要现在的生活状态，你为什么要选择这么生活？

 

是，到哪里都会有开心和烦恼，到哪里都可能遇到好与不好。看起来多么幸福的人其实也可能有很多你不知的，甚至很大的烦忧。关键还是看你自己吧，你的心态，你对生活的要求，和你是否容易知足。

 

U should have some purpose in life, if not for the lifetime one, at least for now...

 

U tell yourself not to be so sentimental.

we gathered, and depart, then move on...How I wish I might have a beautiful mood as the sunshine? When life changes, familiar faces gone, U find yourself alone fighting for the "routined" life. Maybe U are not that type of adapter? or is it simply a "good" excuse for remaining what U are?

 

Some say 'fame' is what others thought who you are. When there is little choices, U try hard to make some improvements, but what if all the efforts seem to be so fragile? as fragile as yourself now?

 

In the morning, U refuse to get up...

At night, U wanna sleep but try so hard...

 

It seems that U are standing in the mid of nowhere, seeing nothing and ...not being seen, as if no one there.

 

 

 

 

 

 

I don't know life track is guided by what. We know our lives are full of rules & requlations & frames.

Currently, I wanna get all my resident permits settled and leave...for a long long vacation.

 

What's your identification? Are you born saying you are a citizenhold or a countryhold? and where are you belong to ?

Some say we are born equal, some...

We need freedom.

We need to be who we are.

We make choices and we lead our lives. That's our own decision.

 

But one thing should be cleared: leave is leave, not evade. You can not evade whenever you meet with any difficulties or problems. If your mindset does not change, difficulties or problems go with you.  Face them, tackle them and conquer them. And then, choose to do anything you like. 

 

 

 

Dear god,

 

I know that she's out there...

 

the one i'm suppose to share my whole life with.

 

And in time...

  

you'll show her to me.

 

Will you take care of her, comfort her, and protect her...

 

until that day we Meet.

 

And let her know...

 

my heart...is beating with hers.

 

 

Still in your dorm?

in your new renting room?

in your home?

in your office? (bless U)

wedged in the subway?

having the barbeque, hotpot, or in starbucks enjoying some cups of coffee?...

 

Are you in Shanghai, Bejing, Shenzhen, or any else cities?

Do you enjoy being you, where you are, or what you are doing now?

Do you miss someone, or happily being alone?

Have you laughed just now, or cried moments ago?

How are you doing?

All my dear friends, class-mates, school-mates, soul-mates...

 

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