小雨,像离人的泪,时不时的倾泻.几分清爽,几点冷静.

空调休息了.

午后, 四时.

白天的繁忙已过,等待傍晚的降临.

寂......

静, 寞......

三个生命的气息,

小白,花花, 和幽寂的我.

玩笑,

     痴狂,

            空白和虚无.

嘻笑怒骂,

愤世嫉俗,

云里梦里,

追逐......

过隙白驹,

空留影.

影与谁,

谁与共......

 

游走,

     奔流,

           激荡,

飞扬.

 

背负,

生命不能承受之轻与重.

 

 

 

You still love her
You don't know me yet
So I'm leaving
before you do
So don't whisper
Don't wonder
Don't miss her
Just go and find her

I make your choice
I make your wisdom
I make you fall
from your resistance

I will think
that I'm just too late
I will think hard
it has nothing to do with me
So I'm leaving
while I'm stronger
I'm leaving
because our love is younger

   

    PS: I simply love her voice, Sophie Zelmani. Her songs are beautiful, like 'going home', 'breeze'...which I had played many times here. There is a touch of sadness in this song. What I like here is the simplicity, the lyric. The most complicated feeling could be expressed in the simpliest way. Magical...words.

 

 

Nothing is so common as  they wish to be remarkable.

                                                                     -----Shakespeare

 

The belief in a supernatual source of evil is not necessary. Men alone are quite capable of every wickedness.

                                                                      ------Joseph Conrad

 

 

 

 

 

有很多时候,人不是驾驭不了生活,而是驾驭不了自己. 

 

 

 

Amazing. Exciting. And dreadfully cool.

That's what an outlooker sees.

It's a kind of life not everyone can experience, or even imagine. Some say they are trained. Some say they are borned. The life of a professional interpreter charms, expecially that of a successful one. Anyone other than the interpreter him/herself may not trully see it through. A life of a freelancer, a life of mind-reader, a life of so called Golden-bowl.

 

Recently I met one, a professional. Many people may have the experience of being an amateur interpreter, but not a professional one. It's like chasing something for a life time, but never can reach---perfection. The more you learn, the more you have to learn.

She has a delightful personality. Compared to what she has achieved, she is exceptionally young. She talked about what's the life of an interpreter like. One has to be strong not only mentally, but also physically. Get prepared to get up at 6, or earlier than that, and go to bed after 2, sometimes 4, midnight of couse. Not always the case, but one has to be ready for any overtime work. Before taking any interpreting task, one MUST be well prepared. The guy pay you 2000 a day doesn't want you get stuck and say: I don't know. One may not always get appointments, which means, he, or she, may be wealthy at times and become penniless other times.Being a freelancer takes risks. Make your name heard, and remembered...

 

But when you are there, you are there.

 

 

 

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I said I will never speak to him again. Why...  Did I do it out of politeness? Was I trying to avoid awkwardness by doining another silly move? Awkwardness is contagious, like disease. Both of you could feel it. So why...

Let's call it fantasy. No matter what, just stop creating that. Simply stay calm, keep quiet, and play dead.

I know I might go to the other extreme. First, you wanna be kind. And then, for unknown reason, you feel something was wrong. So for safety's sake, behave yourself and know where you are.